It has been a long time since I last wrote to you, my brothers, and I have many things to tell.
I believe Arios is no longer with us. She went to discover the source of the undead abominations. I must say she was a true follower of the Dogma if ever there was one, chasing after Wretched Beshaba’s servants like that. I trust our Lady tipped the scales just enough for her to succeed in her mission, before setting on the Greatest of Journeys herself. And to think that if not for the Lady, if I came a mere day later, I would never have met her, and she would never have told me of the group.
Luck and fate are indeed two very fickle and elusive things. How lucky can I consider myself for meeting such a group? I mean, I don’t know who’s worse – Verena, the insane witch (Which they told me only after she tried to kill me), Diadora, the sociopath hafling, or Tristan, the half-mad half-orc, which she seems to cling to… Like many times before, I trust the Lady’s wisdom in sending me this group, and in time I hope to learn why meeting them was indeed a good fortune. Besides, I know all to well that I can’t travel this maze by my own.
Oh, and I almost forgot another party member we found a short while after I met the group – Celandriel, the annoyingly sentient staff. If I didn’t know any better, I would have sworn that he was sent as my punishment. I may have believed that meeting the group would end up a good thing, but it took the Lady’s intervention to ensure me the importance of the staff, for shortly after we found him, The Lady herself bestowed upon me the grandiose honor of being in her presence, and hearing her divine voice. There are no words to express the feeling of presence, nor are there any to express my gratitude for gracing upon me the radiance of her smile. Though we are all but unworthy servant of her divine will, She has favored me and showed me how may I farther her cause in this world. And as the irony of luck and fate would have it, that meantCel.
I do remembered reading something about him being connected to the downfall of Karsepolis. Lucky you made me study all those irrelevant and unimportant facts you like to record. I always suspected it was the lady’s divine guidance and not just your stubbornness that led me to learn those pieces of information that now seem to be so valuable to me and our group.
Apart from Cel, we had the fortune to test ourselves against several foes these couple of days. First, we came to a room with a small golem dragon, which of course attacked us (I mean, why would anything in that maze just let us go by without introducing itself and it’s petrifying breath weapon?). Our Lady smiled upon me that time and allowed the dragon to petrify me on the very first second of the fight, thus focusing the dragons attention only to my companions. As luck would have it, Verena memorized a spell that allowed her to return my body to flesh. After that we met a Lion-like plant creature attacked us. Trusting fully in the Lady, I called upon the powers of the wand she granted me so many months ago, and in turn, it reduced me to the size of a small coin, once again rescuing me from the fight.
I’m starting to think I will never be rid of this curse! In both cases I was left unharmed while my companions had to fight for their lives. Far beyond me to understand our Lady’s intentions for either me,Cel , or the rest of us, but I humbly ask that she allowed me to take some of the danger away from my friends, even at the expense of my own safety.
I’m not looking for appreciation from any of them, but attacking me, the way Verena did, is a bit too much.
It happened after the curse had taken the other two members of our group, and Verena tried to take revenge on me. In retrospect, I can’t blame her, but at that moment all I could think of was to try and repair the damage I caused, and her trying to deny me of that.
What came after was even a bigger anticlimax. The curse killed two party members. After the death of my father, there was no greater evil which this curse caused, but as it happens, this was also the first time I had something to do about it! And instead of being thankful, Diadora was angered by me bringing her back!! She took all the happiness and accomplishment I felt at that moment. And I don’t even know why she was so upset… She doesn’t seem to be one of the cowardly losers who prefer the tranquility of death on the challenges and fulfillment of life… And she couldn’t possibly think she has fulfilled herself… She came to the maze for a reason which I’m sure she did not yet achieved
I feel bad for them. I actually believed I was starting to get some control over the curse, but since they met me, Tristan and Diadora died, twice! And Tristan almost got eaten by a swarm of piranhas. Actually, except for one thing we did, which was going to the mirror room, everything was quite a disaster for them. If it weren’t for the Lady, and for her concern of me being in this maze on my own, I think none of them would have made it so far. Or at least I would have believed it, if not for the mirror room.
I shall never forget that room. I could almost feel Beshaba’s presence there, yet with the Lady’s help, her grasp on the group did not hold and our Lady’s light shown on each and every one of us. I’m not sure what exactly I did back there, but it would seem my skills as anAuspician are growing considerably. I already can see the difference it made, especially for Diadora, to whom I daily transfer some of my inner power, to increase her own .
Could it be that I am finally gaining some of the control I spent so long seeking? I guess only the goddess can tell.